Questioning

It's amazing how quickly a single act can make you question the future and the direction of your life...

I was sent a link to a job opening... not just any job opening but my dream job... to be a Head Wrangler at a Ranch in Texas... not just any ranch but a ranch run by one of the biggest bible believing churches in the country. Not only would I be training horses but I would be completely serving God at the same time...

Unfortunately, as much as I would love to pick up and move to Texas (as long as I got the job)... it would require me to give up the Love of My Life... this is where the questioning comes into play... How could God possibly be telling me to move to Texas and leave the person I want to spend every day with for the rest of my life.. At the same time, how can I give up a job I've dreamed about my whole life to stay somewhere my dream can never be fulfilled...what's to say I can't still manage a relationship even though I'm half way across the country...

I pray that God gives me such a peace about this situation that there is nothing to question. I pray that the answer will be so clear that I will have no doubt that the path I follow is the exact plan that God has for my life. I pray that whatever answers I get, I will not be disappointed and that no one will be hurt. I pray that God's will be done...