God's Will be done...

Well, yesterday I spoke of being torn in the direction that God wanted me to in my life. That prayer has been answered. I recieved an email this morning from Texas stating the job had just been filled.

I can't complain though... I have a wonderful boyfriend/ someday future husband, who is willing to do anything (in this area) to help me to get a job that I am going to love.

I know that God will continue to open doors and show me opportunities to find a better job that is suited for me. I just have to continue to pray for that direction and that when the right job comes around not only will I have a perfect peace but that both Sean and I will both have that peace..

Questioning

It's amazing how quickly a single act can make you question the future and the direction of your life...

I was sent a link to a job opening... not just any job opening but my dream job... to be a Head Wrangler at a Ranch in Texas... not just any ranch but a ranch run by one of the biggest bible believing churches in the country. Not only would I be training horses but I would be completely serving God at the same time...

Unfortunately, as much as I would love to pick up and move to Texas (as long as I got the job)... it would require me to give up the Love of My Life... this is where the questioning comes into play... How could God possibly be telling me to move to Texas and leave the person I want to spend every day with for the rest of my life.. At the same time, how can I give up a job I've dreamed about my whole life to stay somewhere my dream can never be fulfilled...what's to say I can't still manage a relationship even though I'm half way across the country...

I pray that God gives me such a peace about this situation that there is nothing to question. I pray that the answer will be so clear that I will have no doubt that the path I follow is the exact plan that God has for my life. I pray that whatever answers I get, I will not be disappointed and that no one will be hurt. I pray that God's will be done...

Quick Catch-Up

So for those of you won't aren't familiar with life a quick (as I can make it) update...

Bred and raised in Western NY, at the age of 20/21 I moved to Central NY to attend the Equine Science program at MSC. Upon graduating, I moved to the Hudson Valley where I now reside. iI spent 8 months working at my dream job of training reining horses just to realize it wasn't really my dream.

During those 8 months i fell crazy in like with my boy - SO, I quit the horse thing, found a wonderful family to move in with and now work at a Mental Health facility as a secretary. Still not a dream job, but enough for me to support myself on my own... for now.

I hope to start online classes within the next few months to push toward a degree as a Vet. Tech. After completing my degree I like to be able to someday open my own dog boarding and breeding facility (and go back to training horses on the side.)

In the midst of all of this, I plan to get married sometime in the near future and start a life that will eventually involve some children of my own.

Ultimately God is the creator of my life - His plan is perfect - And His path for me is ultimate... Despite my plans, I can't wait to see the direction He will lead me in my future...

Can I really do it ???

For some time now it has been the new fad to have a blog; to write stories about yourself so that people you don't see everyday can follow the path of your life... I have tried many times to be one of those people who report my life all in one spot and, unfortunately it never works. This time I'm really going to try hard... the question is... Can I really do it???